Hmm, should I still use this?

I haven't used this in a long time....the current things I must do is bring my birth certificate to be able to fax it over to South Mountain Community College. I was admitted to NAU and ASU, I have a full ride for a whole year at NAU, but I don't want to leave my family yet....they want me to go, and so I feel pressured.....I don't want to go to NAU or ASU even though I applied.....